June 2012

Not sure how much longer my body can survive like this, it seems like everyday something keeps going wrong or not working correctly. I'm losing hope that the doctors know what they are doing, maybe its the fever talking. Wish I could break that but I know the fever won't be able to fix all the issues anymore. I think I could sleep 20 hours or more these days if I didn't have responsibilities, which is scary since I am used to four hours a night.