JUNE 19th ayyyaaayyaaa!

OMG I am happy yet scared out of my (too tight)pants! I had my final consultation yesterday and they called from the Dr.s office and said everything was approved and surgery is sceduled for June 19th at 9:30. 
 
I have spent 6 years reading, studying, considering this operation. I wrote a research paper about it including the good, the bad, and the ugly. 
I am so nervous...what if I am a total failure?
What if there are complications? What if I die?..........What if I succeed?....What if I change my life?
 
I CAN do this! I AM successful! I KNOW I am worth the effort! You go girl!