Journaling or Bogging

I have to ask the question of is this really journaling or am I blogging? I write my thoughts, concerns and everything in between, and it is out there for people, like me, to read and write their own comments.  Anyway. I applied for disability benefits. I don't know if they will be granted to me or if I am ineligible. I hope they grant some money to me, it would help with the manic spending on my charge card. I think that I said this already, but I moved back in with my dad and Chi and Ti. My memory is going, and it's going fast. It is tradition that I go the A Christmas Carol during Christmas with dad and I go to the Nutcracker with my mom. Unfortunately, I know that my dad told me that we were not going to the play this season. I have not really talked to mom abut the Nutcracker, but I know that she is wishy washy about it. But, I love the opera and I absolutely love opera house its one of the most beautiful places I've seen. I am tired and sick of arguing about things such as the theatre. I suppose that my parents just don't see it as something necessary. Though it still makes me sad that my dad did not write me a birthday card. He always writes the best cards, they are so uplifting and great. As I was writing this journal entry my mom called and told me that she wants to look into tickets to the Nutcracker. Now, there is some exciting thing in my life... at least for the moment.