Journal to God

Dear God,    Lord I am in desperate need of your help. I need your strength, without you I have none. My struggles are numerous, and you know them all better than I even know them myself. Everything that stands in front of me just seems so huge, and it scares me.      Lord, I gave my life to you, and I trust it in your hands. I ask though that you please fix my life, in every way. Father God, heal my spiritual condition, stripping me from my sinful flesh. Forgive me where I have fallen short. Heal me from my health conditions, taking this RA pain and stablizing my blood sugar. Heal the condition of my heart, as it is greiving, broken and crying out to you. God please take these pains, both physical and emotional. It's just so much Lord. I hurt, and I want your Joy again. I want your  peace...     Still I praise you God. Lord I thank you for your will in my life, even though I cannot always understand it. Continue to use me to your service as I give all of the glory to you Lord. In your holy and precious name I pray,Amen