Journal Entry for 5/22/11
Today I was basically occupied all day...when I'm done typing this I'll be going to shower and sheets. Yard work, basically.
Tonight I'm finally at yellow, even if by admission it's a very fragile yellow. I can't really explain exactly why. Staying with my mood chart for a week (even if the logs have been troubling) has something to do with it. Being able to start talking out my core issues here has helped, too.
I'm still having a lot of trouble pulling anything out other than Youtube videos (video game longplays mostly if anyone was curious). Last week I bought the new Yu-Gi-Oh game for the Nintendo DS I have, hoping that would get off of my slide in that department.
Nope. Not yet. I still haven't even cracked it open. I must have something like a dozen ideas with how to amuse myself, and I can't pull the trigger on any of them.
I can't really say why. It's not like I enjoy being listless in my spare time (I don't).
Tonight I'm finally at yellow, even if by admission it's a very fragile yellow. I can't really explain exactly why. Staying with my mood chart for a week (even if the logs have been troubling) has something to do with it. Being able to start talking out my core issues here has helped, too.
I'm still having a lot of trouble pulling anything out other than Youtube videos (video game longplays mostly if anyone was curious). Last week I bought the new Yu-Gi-Oh game for the Nintendo DS I have, hoping that would get off of my slide in that department.
Nope. Not yet. I still haven't even cracked it open. I must have something like a dozen ideas with how to amuse myself, and I can't pull the trigger on any of them.
I can't really say why. It's not like I enjoy being listless in my spare time (I don't).
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