Job Interview

Well I have a job interview tomorrow.  Kitchen Manager at a nice restaurant down the road.  Its not the pay, hours, or days I want, but if things dont come up soon I may have to take it (assuming they offer it to me). Ha ha stupid stbx called me bugging me about my interview yesterday, and after about the 3rd question I told her "look when I have more information to give you, ill share it with you, till then stop asking me questions, you have no say in my life anymore."   She hung up.   Now she is the one acting like a psycho.   In the past I would have called her right back or emailed her right away.  I hated leaving us hanging on a bad note.  I didnt do either.  Im sure she was waiting for me to.  The bottom line is I dont care anymore.  Hang up on me all you want Carrie, I really dont give a flying shit.  Really I dont.    In fact dont bother calling me at all if thats how your gonna act. I prefer not talking to you anyways.   So I feel fine today.  Just wish I had about $10,000 in the bank.   But im gonna make my boys chili tonight, and that is always a good night!  Its their favorite and I love watching them eat it up!  My boys are so cool.  The weather is getting nice here and im really looking forward to playing outside with them. One of my friends on DS Jessica wrote this in her journal, I thought id copy it so I have it for myself to read:  "You've lied, cheated, pushed away, ignored my every plea. I can't get you out of my head I find you in everything, Everything reminds me of you Why can't I stop loving you? Why can't I stop thinking of you? All these questions with no answers... I've become the angry person you never wanted me to be. I've become guarded with a steel plate over my chest so I never hurt again. I've become sick and tired of thinking of you yet I can't stop. I've loved you since the day you came into my life. I've loved you even more since the day you left. I've become that stupid girl. I hope I haunt you. I hope the words exchanged during late night conversations in our home echo in your ear and forever make you feel guilty for what happened."  Jessica