jmoday jan 9,2012 about 8.45 p.m. no moore OLTOLIVE ?WAAT?

OMG!!!!!!!!!! when did they decide to take off one life to live? AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! W.T.F.this is so wrong. i just found out today. waaat? they are sto stupid, its not even funny. ok, thats my rant. stayed up as late as possible last night but OF COURSE i punked out. had the idea to were the long white stockings from the surgery. i wore them for 4 hrs this morning and have on now. they feel SO GOOD i can only were from about 4 and a half hrs and cant sleep w/ them on. havnt ate much today either, need to eat a little moore. no touchdown today at all. going to my apt tommorow. finnally. going to try to get some things done. aunt and renst of fam is sick. cant remember if i went to b.f. yesterday or sat, think sat. have to do one of these EVERY DAY. starting now no matter what. took small nap not too long. feel funny about everything again. dont knwo wen to tell b.f. dont want to but will have to soon, or he will guess. ok, i think thats it for now and tonight. did do some light exsersises this morning, so thats something. did some moore dishes. had light dinner. need to go and take my meds. ok, by for now.