Jennifer looked so happy
Good Morning SOTH - I had a dream a couple of nights ago and I saw my beautiful daughter in that dream. I can't remember what the dream was about, but as plain as day, I saw Jennifer smiling and looking so happy. The inner struggles that she had during her life I did not see in her eyes - SHE IS FINALLY HAPPY WITH NO WORRIES, NO PAIN, NO INNER DEMONS that sometimes ruled her thoughts. God was always there for her and she clung to HIM everyday. I am blessed knowing she is in heaven and I will see her again. I couldn't help but smile all day - my beautiful daughter was right there in my dream. Jennifer, I love you and miss you so much!
I don't usually sleep deep enough to dream or if I do dream, I don't remember them. This was special and I needed to see her face happy and not on a ventilator which sometimes haunts me. As life keeps happening and continues I'm learning to looking for God-winks even if tears flow freely. Thank you for being here - in the midst of all of your "life happenings" you all have time to be there for this mom that is trying to understand this grief journey. Thank you so much.
((hugs)) much love!
Vicki
I don't usually sleep deep enough to dream or if I do dream, I don't remember them. This was special and I needed to see her face happy and not on a ventilator which sometimes haunts me. As life keeps happening and continues I'm learning to looking for God-winks even if tears flow freely. Thank you for being here - in the midst of all of your "life happenings" you all have time to be there for this mom that is trying to understand this grief journey. Thank you so much.
((hugs)) much love!
Vicki
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Love this story. I am so happy to see you happy! We all know what it takes to get there. isn\'t it amazing that our kids can still make us so happy that it spills into a smile? Smiling because of you, Lauri
That is wonderful! We will indeed see our daughters again.
I to still see Lisa on a ventilator and it does haunt. The winks make life worthwhile!
Love and hugs,
Marlene
Oh my goodness...I am so jealous. I have not had a dream of my daughter. Her friends have and other families have, but I haven\'t yet.
I\'m so happy for you to have seen her. :)
When I saw my Morgan in a dream ,,, she was happy,,, so happy,,, and that makes our hearts more at ease to know our children are not suffering... glad you had a good dream,,,, love ya!
I\'ve had this experience once myself and yes, it is SO wonderful to see their smiling faces!
So happy Jennifer visited you in your dreams and reassured you she IS, and all is well with her.
Now, for us moms to continue on our journeys....
THANKS JENNIFER!
That is \"wonder-full\" having that gift from God via your dream. It\'s a blessing designed to help us keep going, like little Energizer Bunnies...Thanks for sharing and so happy for you! Love, Donna
Yes, it helps us so much! She was saying Hi Mom! And sending your her LOVE!
Thanks for sharing.
So glad she came to you.
I, too, have had several visions of my daughter between the dream state and waking. This is an enormous blessing. It is one step closer to the transition from mourning to grief, and then beyond grief. I have not yet gotten beyond grief.
I am happy that you \"saw\" Jennifer. Treasure the dreams, they have been so far and so few for me. Too bad we cannot video them :-).
Peace.
How lucky you are..I haven\'t yet dreamt of Jenn (that I remember) but I can\'t wait until I do ...
I\'m so glad you saw Jennifer happy & smiling in your dream.
Jennifer needed you to know how she IS now. I have no doubt with that beautiful smiling face of hers that her message was very intentional.
I have not had that honor yet to be visited like that from my son, yet I do have frequent winks so I\'ll take whatever I can get. I cannot wait to see my son\'s smiling face and your journal gives me hope that in time I too will be blessed with a visit.
Heartfelt hugs and thank you for sharing what has lightened your heart as it does mine as well.
XO Joanie
Vicki, so lovely to get a dream/visit from our children. Love and wishes for peace, Linda