January 8th Entry

Well, here's my second journal post. It's been a while since the first. I think it's important to write while I'm in various states so I can track it better. I feel very good now. Not exactly normal, well, not normal as in the way I used to be. The medication may be the cause of this, but I am a much more timid and non-confrontational person. When I say non-confrontational, I mean if there is a problem or something needs to be addressed, I go to great lengths to not have to deal with it. That's not good, I know. But it's how I'm becoming. I don't really like that. I wish I could be the way I was a few years ago. If a kid needed a butt chewing, the kid got the butt chewing. Now, I force myself to deal with problems, but it's a real battle. Fortunately, my moods are pretty stable. I hope it stays that way!