its hot 2day and i just cant seem

2 get comfortable.  its the humidity more than the heat i know
im frustrated.  my car needs major work and i dont know if its worth it.  but i paid 2 grand for it only 2 months ago.  not quite 2 months.  so i dont want it 2 b a total loss
my friend had a car sitting in her back yard that needed work but was running.  so we thought maybe i cld use it until my car was done, but turns out it needs 2 much work and isnt worth it according to the mecahnic
so im waiting for a word from the Lord on what to do about my car and idk what 2 do in the meantime
its gonna b getting warmer and the heat and humidity is awful 4 me especially while im pregnant.
i get really sleepy and sometimes woozy and just overall uncomfortable
but i cant stay in the house all the time
i have classes.  its easy enuf to take the bus there.  its just so much easier in a car.  lol
i feel a bit discouraged
im hurt by my stbx.  he hasnt even offered his car.  hes not pregnant.  he doesnt have the kids.  its just him but he'd have me borrowing from others and takeing the bus while he rides in ac.  and truth is the car is in my name.  he doesnt have a valid drivers license.  put the car in my name so that he cld continue to drive it and in my time of need he offers nothing
i guess i just have to accept that he and i certainly have dif ideas of what husbands do and what their responsibilities r
and i must accept that helping me just isnt on his priority list
he wont help me with transportation.  hes not paying support.  i kp hoping that he'll help at least as much as someone else wld.  shd i just ask?
bible says u have not b/c u ask not.
cant hurt anymore