its done

thank you to my beloved friends, for all your most treasured support and love.  the unveiling was ok. emotional, but okay.  i was in a very very bad way by last night, i thought my entire body was going to explode from shaking. i was actually quite scared so i took a calming pill and slept well. today i was very very calm. i didn't cry at all. maybe i know that jessy is at rest now. maybe i can just feel that both she and i are calm. and its okay. (i know i shouldnt talk too soon, one day soon i'll probably be sobbing again.)  but for now, its okay.  i feel jessy is calm. i love you all, and wish you all well for your holidays.for us it is Channukah time, and from last night, we light one more candle each night, until the 8th day. so it is a precious candle lighting time.  jessy LOVED LOVED LOVED candles, it was her joy and light.so it is a very special time. lots of love to you alllove jan