Its all your fault
Its all your fault
You molded me into this person
Now I cant turn back
You made a bed in my head and Im forced to lay in it.
Its all your fault.
Why cant I go back?
You made a bed in my head and you lay next to me.
Its all your fault
Your not here ,but I feel you
Its been years ,but,its still not fair.
You tainted me and made me this crazy person I never wanted to be.
So much time has passed ,and,I still feel you next to me.
Its all your fault.
You molded me into this person
Now I cant turn back
You made a bed in my head and Im forced to lay in it.
Its all your fault.
Why cant I go back?
You made a bed in my head and you lay next to me.
Its all your fault
Your not here ,but I feel you
Its been years ,but,its still not fair.
You tainted me and made me this crazy person I never wanted to be.
So much time has passed ,and,I still feel you next to me.
Its all your fault.
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Sounds incredibily accurate. But we can decide to get them out, but I am sorry it sad to say that we have to work through it first. And that is the sad part of it all. That we have to work thrgough it while those SOB\'s go free on to the next person and to continue to be preditors, until one day, one of us stop them. But it is your course and your journey, so I cannot say, what it is you should or should not do. I think your doing great dealing w this, you just have to hold onto you, because I fear like me you never had a Mom/Anyone to help you along the journey.
Very well put on all levels. It shows you are really and clearly getting in touch with those feelings that you have not dealt with yet. You are doing this little by little and most of all you are doing that hard thing called TRUST. I am proud of how hard you are working at this and all the rest of the things that you do. Keep up the good work.
Excellent, powerful but heart wrenching at the same time. Don\'t ever stop writing. You\'re very good at it and it will release those demons in your soul.
Again, you never stop amazing me. I loved it!! Never stop writing. I hope that this is helping you to heal. Just know you do not have to suffer the rest of your life. there is alot of wonderful people out there who can help you to free yourself from this pain. Keep writing girl!!!