it's not about perfection

my depression drills and drills away at me as I sit here alone


or am out during the day 


I think what it's about (managing that is) is just managing and keep my head


from going underwater.


The down feelings are just there and I just need to keep finding things


that keep me away from that and happier.

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malibumark
malibumark

I think so often when I would feel derailed or be derailed I would become so disheartened
and upset - because perhaps of what it would do to my sense of stability but also for what
it would mean about me - like I couldn't do much without 'losing it.' Feeling like it's time to just
accept the whole bag - and kind of get the sense that we all have to deal .
malibumark
malibumark

of course difficult times set in again, but I'll try and just find some things to do.
Seamus
Seamus

I wish the best for you buddy.

Check all the possibilities there are in life, to help and make you feel better.