It's going to be a long winter
The total isolation that comes from being so alone all the time is overwhelming…Seems like I would be getting used to it by now.
Try as I might, I am just not cut out for this.
I think I will do something else for awhile. Oh crap, I guess I forgot I don’t have a vote in this.
It’s going to be a long winter.
Try as I might, I am just not cut out for this.
I think I will do something else for awhile. Oh crap, I guess I forgot I don’t have a vote in this.
It’s going to be a long winter.
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Yes, it truly sucks. A long winter for you. A long summer for me.
Hugs, Sandy
Go out - every day - even if it\'s just to Walmart. I have a love/hate relationship with Walmart. I\'d go just to see people and I\'d hate that I actually wanted to be there! Or I\'d buy stuff I really don\'t need. Some days the only person I talked to was the cashier at Walmart or the grocery store. How sorry I\'d feel for myself.
In the early weeks and months, I\'d walk day and night. Just had to get out and get moving. But it was summer then. In winter it would be shopping malls. Again, I\'d hate that I liked being there. People, coffee, movement, life all around even if it did get boring at times.
Now I\'ve joined a ladies social club and am always out, volunteering, coffee, walking, library - a whole slew of activities and it\'s done me the world of good.
I hope you will find some enjoyable activities to keep you occupied. Baby steps, baby steps.
Hugs
Thanks Wendy,
I actually do enjoy being alone..........sometimes.
It is the 24/7 part that is hard to maintaine.
I do go shopping and to the mall often.
................only because that\'s where the people are.