It\'s been a while, here\'s what has been going on.

Wow, I haven't writen here in a while.   I have been super busy with school.  I acually made the honor role for the first quarter!  And I am still with my boyfriend, it's been over six months.  He is really sweet and I love him so much.  Yet for some reason I kind of feel like it is not going to last.  He says that he loves me, I believe him, but yet I still doubt that it will last.  He's not like the other guys, he has stuck by me even thought we are not having sex, most guys in my school wouldn't do that.  But then I kind of want to have sex but I am afraid of how my parents would react. They would probably have a coronary.  Well they would probably do that if they knew about the things that have already happened, while they were right upstairs.  Oh well they will live with it, it's not like I am being unresponcable.