It's been a very very long month!
Well, I'm all moved in to my new place. I'm , suffering from the move so small, and the trains no one told me that you feel and hear the trains 7-10 times a day. I'd like to say that it's been easy, but it hasn't. X showed up the day before my Estate Sale and got fall down drunk and all his buddies showed up also drunk, it was really sad, a bunch of middle aged men none that was in a healhty relationship or happy ,I called it the Bitter mens club. I was the target that night, I hugged my X before I left and Thanked him for reminding me why I wasn't with him any longer. What a bunch of losers. Trying to adjust, and now X says he can't pay support, he's lost his job. What the f__K, he signed papers knowing full well what was going on, Now I'm left with rent while he squats in the house rent free, I moved out of because he was losing it.. He's living rent free, but mind you he's got the top of the line cable and internet services. He actually stole a lawn mower from me, he gave it to his buddy, he knew that I had sold it for $100.00 bucks that weekend. Okay, then on Wed the 16th I think, I wrecked my car on the freeway, on the way to a new job, so guess whos not getting the job!!! Had surgery Thursday very large Polyps in my colon, yes, they were taken out rectally so I'm walking around with a pain pump on. LIFE SUCKS,,,,,as for my Basal cell they found it in 3 more places, but as of the end of this month I wont' have any health insurance..YES LIFE REALLY DOES SUCK...My 16 yr old son is acting out like theres no tommorrow.. LIFE REALLY REALLY DOES SUCK.. I NEED A BIG CAVE THAT I CAN GO HIDE AND LIVE IN FOR A VERY VERY LONG TIME... HAVE TO SAY THIS IS THE FIRST TIME IN SUCH A LONG TIME THAT I HAVE LET MYSELF FEEL, JUST SO BUSY TRYING TO NOT FEEL...
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i am so sorry that you are going through this...moving being ill is bad enough but to add a divorce/seperation ios adding coal to the fire.hubbie signed A NOTE AND HAS A CHILD THIS DOES NOT ALLOW HIM TO LEAVE HIS LEGAL OBLIGATIONSremind hin that the child didn\'t ask to be born..make him face his responsibilities and if he stay\'s drunk he wont feel that pain @ all...lol/1 surving all of this is healing in it self,,good luck and keep in touch..one thin g that u can\'t lose is urdignity,that is priceless,,that is one thing he cant take away..god bless take care!
So, so, so sorry for all this mess you\'re going through. It all does suck!!! I know, because my family went through an almost identical situation when I was a teenager. Unbelievable - sounds like I\'m reading a chapter out of my own childhood book. On the bright side, (if there is one to be found), it will all get better. It HAS to!!! In the meantime, wear earplugs at night, continue being thankful you\'re not married to that dead weight any longer, and look forward to better days ahead. Stay strong, my friend.