it's another day :)

I sit here and my depression raises, it is after all my day off. I have to remind myself that inactivity is a crucial factor in the development of sadness. I have some good things coming up, I have to remind myself. I can write in my journal or read my book that I have started. I took a nap and that changed my attitude – after all mood swings do take up a lot of energy. It is just another day a lot like others, though this one may feel bad and may inspire dire predictions or even hope for an end to it all. It’s just another day and I can make adjustments to what I am doing to make it a better day. I can sometimes make things worse, I know this. So questioning yourself and knowing yourself and what you have a propensity to do is all good to keep in relative awarenesses just so you can effectively manage your day to day. It may not be a grand life – but I’ve got it and I want to make it work for me, as I have it.

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malibumark
malibumark

it\'s weird because I think so wholey in terms of the right now that I also forget how much better things have gotten, and so I don\'t think in terms of how good they WILL be. I am just taking it day to day and won\'t limit myself should an opportunity arises. I\'ll go for it and just if I can\'t handle it then it\'s just not right for me.
deleted_user
deleted_user

it\'s good you are taking it day to day!!! i\'m sorry about when you feel depressed but i\'m glad things have gotten better!! i like the way you write
malibumark
malibumark

thanks peureux!