it's another day :)
I sit here and my depression raises, it is after all my day off. I have to remind myself that inactivity is a crucial factor in the development of sadness. I have some good things coming up, I have to remind myself. I can write in my journal or read my book that I have started. I took a nap and that changed my attitude – after all mood swings do take up a lot of energy. It is just another day a lot like others, though this one may feel bad and may inspire dire predictions or even hope for an end to it all. It’s just another day and I can make adjustments to what I am doing to make it a better day. I can sometimes make things worse, I know this. So questioning yourself and knowing yourself and what you have a propensity to do is all good to keep in relative awarenesses just so you can effectively manage your day to day. It may not be a grand life – but I’ve got it and I want to make it work for me, as I have it.
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it\'s weird because I think so wholey in terms of the right now that I also forget how much better things have gotten, and so I don\'t think in terms of how good they WILL be. I am just taking it day to day and won\'t limit myself should an opportunity arises. I\'ll go for it and just if I can\'t handle it then it\'s just not right for me.
it\'s good you are taking it day to day!!! i\'m sorry about when you feel depressed but i\'m glad things have gotten better!! i like the way you write
thanks peureux!