It's a bad emotional Friday for me. I'm really down.

It's a bad emotional Friday for me.  I'm really down.  It's a cross between missing my Smokey and "why can't I get a job" and "what's wrong with me" kind of Friday.  I have been crying off and on.  I have to meet my friend Carol and we are going out for lunch.  I think that is what the doctor ordered for me today.  I need to get out of the one bedroom apartment that is for sure.  It is sunny outside so that is a plus.  I'm not crying now but my heart is really down cast.  I need something incredibly wonderful to happen to me to bring my mood up.  I think just getting out of the house, walking up to meet Carol, chatting to catch up and having something to eat will lift my spirits or I am hoping it will lift my spirits.  There is nothing like going out with a girlfriend to chat and catch up to lift our moods.  I just felt like chatting with everyone.  How are you doing today?  All the best from Diane B.