It's 2 years on Nov. 15, 2009 and I am crying already
It's been two years on Nov. 15, 2009 when Smokey died and I am crying already.
Yesterday I could not figure out why I was crying so much. The light bulb opened up my brain. I am still grieving the loss of my husband. It's not easy no matter what else is going on in my life. Smokey was the love of my life.
What do all those on Daily Strength think? Is there more soul mate for us in this life or not? I do not know. I am hoping there is after the loss of my Smokey. I am hoping that there might be another for me but than again I am hoping to win the lotto and you know what the odds of that happening especially since I don't buy the tickets. It is something to think about and discuss. It's an interesting concept at best.
I have no answers. If I did, I would not be asking these questions. My friend in Osoyoos who left her husband is reading a book about Soulmates. I lost my paper on the title and will have to ask her the name of it. I would like to read it myself.
Tyson is coming over around noon. Lisa is getting her hair done probably for the wedding she and Grant are going to next week. I love babysitting Tyson and it gets me out of my misery to say the least.
These are just my thoughts and opinions. You have your own as well.
If I do find someone else, I am hoping to meet a widower. This way we can talk about our losses and have something in common. People don't understand if they have not walked a mile in our shoes. A lot of people have not lost anyone through death, which surprises me. I have had to deal with the death of people since I was a child just before the age of 3 when my own dad died. It has continued ever since for me.
I hope everyone has a great and wonderful day from Diane B.
Yesterday I could not figure out why I was crying so much. The light bulb opened up my brain. I am still grieving the loss of my husband. It's not easy no matter what else is going on in my life. Smokey was the love of my life.
What do all those on Daily Strength think? Is there more soul mate for us in this life or not? I do not know. I am hoping there is after the loss of my Smokey. I am hoping that there might be another for me but than again I am hoping to win the lotto and you know what the odds of that happening especially since I don't buy the tickets. It is something to think about and discuss. It's an interesting concept at best.
I have no answers. If I did, I would not be asking these questions. My friend in Osoyoos who left her husband is reading a book about Soulmates. I lost my paper on the title and will have to ask her the name of it. I would like to read it myself.
Tyson is coming over around noon. Lisa is getting her hair done probably for the wedding she and Grant are going to next week. I love babysitting Tyson and it gets me out of my misery to say the least.
These are just my thoughts and opinions. You have your own as well.
If I do find someone else, I am hoping to meet a widower. This way we can talk about our losses and have something in common. People don't understand if they have not walked a mile in our shoes. A lot of people have not lost anyone through death, which surprises me. I have had to deal with the death of people since I was a child just before the age of 3 when my own dad died. It has continued ever since for me.
I hope everyone has a great and wonderful day from Diane B.
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