It is what it is...

Everytime I find myself thinking that I can get through something because I’m strong, I end up failing. I can honestly say I feel as if I am a very huge burden to those around me. Even when they say they love me and there here for me. I feel alone.. more alone than I’ve ever felt in my life. I sometimes think maybe this is normal? Maybe it’s normal that from the age of 12- now 24 I’m still hurting myself..

Right when you think you’ve gotten through something you end up actually realizing you haven’t. I haven’t gotten through it because it’s still in me. That feeling of doubt and hopelessness.