It didn't happen today

But I'm hoping I can file the papers tomorrow and get the ball rolling. I think I have everything I need, just need to sign everything and take it in.
i never thought it was going to hurt as bad as it does. At times it absolutely is killing me making me wish I was no longer walking the earth, other tines I just shrug it off. I'd like to find a happy medium.
Last night wasn't pretty as I destroyed my ring..the last physical reminder of another marriage gone wrong. It actually flattened out a lot easier than I thought it would. Although I shot video with the intention of sending it to her, I'm glad I didn't and actually deleted it today. Some folks said to take the high road and don't stoop to that low but it wasn't easy. It needed to go and in its current condition, nobody will ever be wearing it again.
I'm miserable but at least she is getting what she wants...the whole thing sucks no matter how I look at it.