Is This Normal Life?

Today was not a good day. First I woke up very tired and forced myself to go to work. I was up late last night looking for two pairs of earrings and a ring I cannot find. Very busy but frustrating day at work. I think it was mostly due to the fact I am physically tired and I had to smile and pretend I really wanted to be there. Would much rather have a good cry and look for the jewelry. Came home and looked some more. Still so frustrated , upset, and miserable. If only Ron were here. But then I thought, wait a minute. It would not make any difference if he was here. I had bad days then as well. There will be more bad days as there was when he was here. Think the next time someone asks how I am doing, I will be tempted to answer, "Normal". Thanks for letting me think out loud. It does help. love, Diane

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kgray41
kgray41

So sorry you had a bad day! I hope you have a better day tomorrow. I don\'t think I will ever feel normal!! Missing Bob tonight big time!! But my fur babies are my comfort now! Blessings
Karla
loveddogs
loveddogs

Diane and Karla, I am sorry you both had a bad day. and Diane I hope you find the jewelry. Sometimes we just have to stop searching and then we find things. Karla, evenings are the worst for me, and then I can\'t sleep. hugs to both of you, hang in there, Michele
bookdragon
bookdragon

Those bad days are always a little easier to take when we have someone to share them with. So we are beside you. Take care, hope you sleep well.patti
dschwartz
dschwartz

Good thoughts . . on the normalcy of having bad days. You are right, they don\'t come just post W/W . . they simply come. I suppose if we didn\'t have the bad days, we wouldn\'t notice the good ones, eh? :) Wishing you a peaceful Sunday. Hugs, D
tiger1962
tiger1962

Diane, we are \"twins\". I had a bad day too. I got a headache when waking up. Went to church. It was crowded and someone got sick, maybe having flu. Several wore surgical masks. Air pollution is pretty bad here. Still felt headache now at night. Today I am not my normal self (you got a perfect expression here). You really have a great attitude. Thank you so much for writing. Hugs, Tiger
JesusisOurSaviour
JesusisOurSaviour

Hi Diane,
I hope today, Monday...is a better day for you....who knows what Normal is anymore? .....I\'m sure yourjewelry will show up.....
Hugs....Sandra