Is Sorry All I Can Say?

14 November
I wasn’t what you deservedbut you loved me none the lessyour kind heart pierced my darknessand allowed me the gift;to liveIs sorry all I can say?I wasn’t there; not when you needed methough in my dreams, I heard your criesI just couldn’t break though my liesyou’re gone; it’s too lateI couldn’t help you when you needed meI thought I was just insanemaybe sadistic much, dreamingof your tears.Is sorry all I have left?I never gave you what you neededI knew you deserved so much moreI heard your voice so many timesand awoke in tears, unknowingly--predicting our futureIs sorry all I could spare?is sorry all I’ve given?Is sorry all I’ve thought of?I’m sorry that “sorry” is all I’ve got