Is Christmas really next week?

I can't believe next week is Christmas.  Christmas was my baby's holiday.  Last year at this time I would come home to such a wonderfully decorated home.  She made the season wonderful.  That's how she made our home all the time.  A wonderful place to come "home" to.  Now I hate it.  I already know I can't wake up here on Christmas morning.  I just can't.
Good news is I have my father close to me and can go over to his place Christmas eve and stay over.  Bad news my step-mother who has already been suffering with Alzheimer's has been falling over the last three days and broke her hip last night.
Christmas is really no longer my favorite holiday this year and I hate that.  Aaaaaaagggggggg!!!!!!
okay thanks for listening  

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sassiesoftail
sassiesoftail

Christmas was Tim\'s favorite Holiday. I have enough decorations to do several homes. Last year (the first year without him) the boys and I decorated just as if he was here with us. The nieghbors even sent cards complimenting us on it. This year I put a 4ft light tree in the bay window, don\'t turn on the lights much, but that\'s all I had the heart to do.
Hugs, Sandi
SandyV1
SandyV1

I loved Christmas too! But not this year. I hope your stepmother is recovering.
Sandy