Into an Abyss...

Finished another leg in my last set of papers today, and that is going okay so far.  But I have to admit I was lucky to bag this particular bird because sleeping through the night is now a full-blown issue -- I am starting to have nightmares about meeting people I don't know -- and only being fortunate enough to find an open terminal in the campus computer lab between classes today let me get my thoughts straight before my brain went kaplop.
I do some exercises at Lumosity now, and I've noticed my scores have definitely gone down the last few nights.  The site does say sleep is important, but with so many fears running rampant and not much reason to see any hope, I don't see the sleep pattern improving much soon.
My dad suggested prayer this evening over dinner, but as an agnostic -- I don't believe what I don't see -- that idea is a waste of my time.  I didn't tell him that, but I knew it immediately.
Why I'm still searching for answers is beyond me...