Insanity

My anxiety is through the roof, and i'm not sure why, i'm not doing anything, i'm just trying to keep my mind occupied but it doesn't seem to help, my stomach is killing me, and i want to cut, i want to be alone,  i want to just be alone. i'm so tired of everything changing so fast, my mood is its like its on a freakin roller coaster. I'm continuing to reach out because i need to, but its so hard, i'm struggling so bad.