Independent Career Worries
Waiting for checks to come in is mindbending. I am sooooo financially stressed it is not funny and just came back from a networking partner anticipating a $2000 check that would have been very helpful, but the client has not mailed it out yet so I have nothing. In terms of stress, I have been trying to induce a heart attack by pounding my chest in pure frustration, have done some damage there so maybe if God feels in a bad humor, he will simply kill me and end this hell.
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I dont want to sound mean but you sound like you are pouting and having a tantrum. God is great, He is your supply of everything and by you getting all stressed out and trying to kill yourself is saying that you have NO faith in God, now that is just crazy, have faith, God it never too late... deep breath... smile and stop letting the devil have so much power over how you spend your days
easier said than DONE paindora.