in the hospital again

well thats a little frusterating. i wrote a whole journal entry out and it didnt post it. ok back to writing it again. *this entry is a little graphic* just when things start to get better...blah, something has to happen. yesterday night i went swimming with my friend at my apartment complex. when we got out of the pool we started walking to this heater to warm up. he freaked out and told me i was bleeding. i looked and there was blood literally pouring down my leg. there was a trail of blood all the way from the pool to the door where we were at. there was a bathroom right inside the door, so i went in there and sat on the toliet. i felt something come out and it was about the size of a tennis ball, covered in blood. but it was very hard to see because the whole toliet was completely red. i went back out after trying to clean up a little bit, knowing i had to get to the ER...and was freaking out and crying thinking for sure that was the sac the baby was in that i passed. so fast forward a bit...my mom took me to the ER. they did everything that they did on me last time this happened...but this time i was really scared because of what i passed and the amount of blood i was losing so fast.surpisingly, the baby was still there and completely okay. the nurses were even surprised. so they diagnosed me with having a threatened miscarriage just like last month. so im on bed rest again.im exhausted, in pain, and still bleeding.it seems that my baby is one heck of a fighter though.  i hope everyone is well and has a wonderful fathers day weekend =)