In Kansas still...

So I am still in Kansas. Had the yard sale last Friday but thought we were going to get rained out Saturday so we didn't set it up. Sunday me and my sister went to a lake near by and met up with my aunt and her family. Got a little sun and laid around for a few hours. Was really nice, had a good time. Been helping my mom out here trying to get things done while she's on vacation from work, she goes back on Thursday. Helped get her 13 bookcases of books kind of organized with specific sections like energy healing somewhere specific and yoga somewhere else, spent over 4 hours on that on Saturday. Helped paint her kitchen yesterday and today we finished. Keeping myself busy with things help keep my mind off things with the ExN. This weekend we are suppose to go camping at another near by lake with my aunt and her family but it's also the weekend of the Stampede. A 4 day country music festival with tons of great musicians, trying to see if we can get 1-day passes so maybe we can sneak that way to Manhattan Ks for it. I am hoping so, haven't really gone to one of those type of deals, so many bands at one place. Probably a lot of drinking but honestly I am just looking forward to seeing the bands and socializing. We'll see.

As for him well I haven't heard from him, by email, phone or mail which I know he thinks he was screwed over by me. That he didn't do anything wrong, all that self righteous stuff. And with me being busy I really haven't cared which is wonderful. I am getting to the point where I just don't care. I know I deserve to be treated better, I shouldn't have to deal with as much bs as I did with him and I just hope that I continue to keep feeling this way. I finished those books I was on, the 50 Shades of Gray. I haven't had a chance to really start another one, tho one of my mom's books called Divine Intuition has been eyeing me, read a few pages into it, may continue on with it. Seems interesting, need something to kick in my intuition, maybe I can start listening more. I do remember a voice telling me a few years ago after a spat me and the ExN got into telling me that no matter what I did things weren't going to change as I sat outside our old house. I wish it would come back and talk to me about what kind of path I should be taking in regards to schooling and what I would be happy with.

Anyways, keeping busy with keeping my mind busy. I hope all is well with everyone else. I am getting my hair done tomorrow, a cut, style and my mom told them highlights as well so I am nervous about what I am going to get. I usually only just get cuts. Should be interesting.