Im trying to be happy
I have so much to be happy about .so Im going to push out of my depression and get meds lol. Went to US yesterday to shop ,pushed myself .Got the grandson's Hogwarts castle ,saved 100 bucks .I love shopping for little kids ,big kids too I love shopping.My knees and legs are horrible at the moment I think its the fibro although Ive never had it in my joints before ,I dont think its arthritis .Pain wakes me up and believe me I can sleep thru alot of pain .The muscles in my thighs are hard like rocks I can feel it even thru the fat ,Ive always had mostly upper body pain but now with both its sure hard to move around get up and down , something new to get used to ,its sooo frickin hard to tell if its the MCTD or the fibro argh !!
My son ,the one of the no invite to his wifeys baby shower pain ,phoned to see how I was he was worrying about my stress ,he does love me .
My daughter is doing a 5 hour interview at a posh daycare today ,they do yoga with the kiddies ,"eyeroll" Hope she gets it .
Only about 8 weeks left till my grandsons come home .Its soo cute they have little English accents ,the oldest doesnt even notice he counts with an accent .
Grandaughter is due in 2 weeks !!!!!!! I cannot wait ,its fun too if we hang around waiting in the hospital with the othergrandparents. Last time with the twins we stayed for a few hours till like 2 in the morning then went off to stay in other grandparents downtown emoty condo ,just got comfy on the floor for half hour and got called back to hospital we sat outside and heard baby number one cry the baby number two ,we got a quick peek as the nurses whisked them off to NicU . It was like 5 in the morning so we went home slept a couple hours then went back to see them in NICU . Hey I lead a real boring life !!
My oldest grandson is my baby he is a clone of his father ,identical in looks even the other grandparents think pictures of my son are pictures of the grandson , identical blue eyes hair and personality.Ive never seen anything like it how could the genes line up and get passed on like that ,So of course I adore him .I adore the twins too .What the heck little kids turn me too marshmellow .
I am so glad someone invented Skype I think the kids actually think we are togher ,they hug and kiss the computer screen . HMMMM see Ive made myself happy !!
My son ,the one of the no invite to his wifeys baby shower pain ,phoned to see how I was he was worrying about my stress ,he does love me .
My daughter is doing a 5 hour interview at a posh daycare today ,they do yoga with the kiddies ,"eyeroll" Hope she gets it .
Only about 8 weeks left till my grandsons come home .Its soo cute they have little English accents ,the oldest doesnt even notice he counts with an accent .
Grandaughter is due in 2 weeks !!!!!!! I cannot wait ,its fun too if we hang around waiting in the hospital with the othergrandparents. Last time with the twins we stayed for a few hours till like 2 in the morning then went off to stay in other grandparents downtown emoty condo ,just got comfy on the floor for half hour and got called back to hospital we sat outside and heard baby number one cry the baby number two ,we got a quick peek as the nurses whisked them off to NicU . It was like 5 in the morning so we went home slept a couple hours then went back to see them in NICU . Hey I lead a real boring life !!
My oldest grandson is my baby he is a clone of his father ,identical in looks even the other grandparents think pictures of my son are pictures of the grandson , identical blue eyes hair and personality.Ive never seen anything like it how could the genes line up and get passed on like that ,So of course I adore him .I adore the twins too .What the heck little kids turn me too marshmellow .
I am so glad someone invented Skype I think the kids actually think we are togher ,they hug and kiss the computer screen . HMMMM see Ive made myself happy !!
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