im struggling.

Im struggling today not to hurt myself, Im struggling because I let him walk, Im angry because he believes what he did was okay, he thinks we are all made from clay like it says in the bible and that we all are the same age in Gods eyes. Im agry because I hear his qoates spinning thru my head like the one above, and when he left one night and he said "There is nothing better than feeling hot cum inside of you". That discusts me its fucking gross and it makes me feel nasty. there really is no words how describe the feeling buning inside of me right now. Just knowing what he did makes me sick,im angry plain and simple, i want to scream, i want to cry and not stop, i want to tear the fuck out of anything. im falling apart.