Im not a cutter.
FUCK IT ive had it. from now on if anyone asks me i dont cut myself. never have.the only person who'll know is my bf cause you cant be naked and still hide your cuts.... i wish id never told anyone. i wish id kept it all bottled up. it was SO much easier.
whats easier is i wish i was dead.
whats easier is i wish i was dead.
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I hope that you keep on journaling, and expressing your feelings. You do not need to bottle it up, and what is more cutting happens to a lot of people. We should be giving you encouragement to talk to get things off your mind. I am here if you ever need to talk.
I agree..... you need to express yourself. you don\'t have to in person with people, but you should at least vent about it somewhere. on here, none of us, at least the other cutters, will be judgmental. we understand, completely. other humans, who don\'t cut, CANNOT understand why we do why we do it. they just can\'t. as humans, it is a non spoken rule to AVOID pain, and yet, we seek it. and yes, i\'m a cutter too. you can talk to me as well. Here if you need me.
thanks guys!!
i had this guy mate call me stupid and dumb cause i cut and i tried explaining and i got so upset caus ei felt liek such a failure, but i cannot deal with my pain and issues so if i cut they go away. i dont know how i dont know why but they do.
id lvoe to keep journalling with people like you guys here :)
as long as you guys keep chatting too! everyones gotta put thier problems on the table so we can all help :)
i told him why my leg looks the way it does, (i had upset my bf over n over n over and to put it simply i hated myself for it and punished myself. not intentionally just got the feeling and the vice going ineed to cut i fkn need to) and this mate called me all these things its liek YOUVE NEVER DONE IT
how can u judge me!?