Im back

The breaking news is that i am still alive and one yr later trying to figure out how to live again.  I would love to talk to anyone that would love to communicate.  I had to break away for awhile due to the fact that i felt like i was in a deep hole and i had to try and find myself again and i have news!!!! You can't after losing a child.  It is the most devistating thing that can happen and i hope one day i will know how to live again.