im angry and hurt..

i feel like trash at the curb.  he says he cant be my husband.  im waiting to move.  im looking for a place to live.  and im pregnant.  y is this happening 2 me? i feel scarred.  i want not to be but i am.  idk if i can go on? not like im gonna kill myself, but like meet someone else and trust the guy.  like believe that any man will b loyal. 
and right now im just devistated by this breakup? is it a breakup?
JESUS.
Lord please grant me this home. i think that getting away from him.  not being in our home will assist me in healing.  i hope so.  and after i move in my next step will b 2 get a divorce.  its bn long enuf.
im alone again. well single
again
howd this happen?
that bugs me the most. well maybe not the most, but it bugs me. i dont even know y this happened.  i dont know y my marriage is over. and theres nothing i can do about it.
theres nothing i can do about it
theres nothing i can do about it
theres noithing i can do about it
theres nothing i can do about it
theres nothing i can do abiut it
theres noithing i can do about it
theres nothing i can do about it
theres nothing i can do about it
theres noithing i can do about it
theres nothing i can do abouit it
theres nothing i can do about it
theres nothing i can do about it
theres nothing i can do about it
therees nithing i can do about it
therees nothing i can do about it
just a reminder