If you get knocked down…
Experiencing a lot of mental turmoil and fracturing today while conducting service. There was no center to my mind, scrambled eggs. I felt awful, angry and again revisiting the observation why I have made no long tee plans in life and never developed a profession (because of this daily derailment.)
i just looked at it all in the face while behind the iconostasis and said to myself' ok if i am knocked down each day by moods, then i am going to get up and keep going again.' I figured some have to go through this and we each have a cross to bear.
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Sending love, Mark. One bad day doesn’t mean a bad life. You showed up anyway, and that counts.
Tomorrow gets a fresh page.....hugs
You do an amazing job living responsibly and taking care of yourself and Blue. I know people without careers and/or long term plans, and they don't have a mental illness. The only person you need to compare yourself to is you. Hugs.
thank you so much Bob and Susan!! ((peace)))!! You rock!!
I am sorry as well you had a bad morning sweetie
I hope the day will brighten as it moves on...xo
Thanks Janet!