I would like your opinion on something.
I would like your opinion on something. Yesterday my BC Hydro was cut out in the entire building as they were working to update it. The power came on after 11 at night. In the process of my coming and going, I was nice to a BC Hydro worker named Willy. He drove me to Terra Nova Park in Richmond, put his arms around me and held my hand. I find this absolutely strange since he does not know me at all. We just talked in the car. I should not have accepted his invitation as I did not know him at all either as he could have been a serial killer, rapist or some other kind of deviant. I think I should not do this again. However, we did exchange business cards. I am going to screen my call or just tell him a white lie that I do have a boyfriend. Should I screen my calls or tell him I have a boyfriend. I am just not into him. Bill at Legends I found out yesterday is just not into me either. There is this retired guy named Ian also at Legends that I am not sure about but he does notice me and I did sit at his table yesterday. I am not sure about the age difference and he does look old and is bald. Ian is nice though and does talk to me in brief moments. I just can't be that desperate as there are a lot better looking or better guys out there in this big a beautiful world. Not all the guys go to Legends. I feel like such a stupid idiot or a fool and want to crawl under a rock. Yesterday was absolutely one of the worst days of my life since Smokey's death. I do not want to repeat anything about yesterday and it still gives me the creeps. I am never ever going to a bar alone again. The only way i would go to a bar is if I was meeting someone and not to be by myself. I hate the experience as it leaves such an awful taste in my mouth. So if Willy calls me should I screen the call and not answer or should I tell him a white lie and say I have a boyfriend. Curious as to your opinions on this matter Diane
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