I will fight

Feeling better today...........I hope it lasts. I feel happy, but at the same time, I just feel like....whatever.....maybe it's my music cheering me up.....either way, I hope I can fight and turn this episode around. I refuse to struggle with depression the way I once did. I think it's trying to come back.....but it's cool. When I feel an episode coming, I WILL FIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! I will not let myself become the me I once was!!!!!!!!!! I still have things to work on (like fighting the urge to go back to starving myself. I can loose weight in a healthy way), and I'm finally back in school. I can't let DEPRESSION control me again! Never again! I will be alright! I WILL! I WILL! I WILL!!!! 
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. God is with me, so I know I wont fail.