I was never contacted.

It is Wednesday and I usaually visit my sister on this day each week. The place never contacted me by they told my brother than I wasn't to visit her, but he called them and they said I could but that they didn't want me to tel lher no since that seems to set her off, and I should try to not get upset with or argue with her.


The visit went wihtout any problems th my sister is nto getting at al better. She was not at all conversatoinal only saying maybe two things that were specifically addressed to me. I ony stayed about ahalf hour, the whole time whe wanted to go to bed.


After the visit I went by her house and stayed to water the yard for 20 minutes and change a few light bulbs, erase the unanswered phone messages, etc... But after that I couldn't stay any longer, I felt the sadness welling up inside me, and started to ugly cry, as I left the house and drove away. It didnt last too long but I just can't be there with al the memories of when she was my beloved but special yonger sister that I sued to watch TV shows and movies with, listen to music, and play video games. Seh sue dto laugh with me, and smile. I haven't heard her laugh or seen her smile in over a month.