I want to be happy

I just want to be happy. I honestly don't think that is a lot to ask for. I wake up not wanting to be here and go to sleep crying. I try my best to put a front up for my family because I want them to enjoy what we do all together. People tell me that my family life is good yet I'm always by myself. I'm the odd child out. I have no one. I don't have that special click with anyone. I'm tired of being sad and I wanto things to improve but they never seem to. I feel like I'm trapped in a hole and no one is helping me out.