I wanna die

Ok! I am seriosly getting severe withdrawl symptoms from the Effexor.  I almost literally beat up my own mother I am really starting to hate my self more and more.  I want to die my depression is getting worse and worse I was stuck at home in the bathroom crying my head off and I dont know why I was just crying uncontrollably.  I am now on celexa for depression but its not helping the withdrawl sympoms from the effexor.  I was about to take a knife to myself.

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ive never had to withdraw from meds, so i cant say i know what that is like. Im sorry you are finding it so hard. Please hold on. And carry on being brave in resisting the urges to harm yourself. I know how hard that can be. Sometimes crying is what you need to do, and sometimes you dont know why it is you feel so sad and cant stop. But, that will stop again. You will feel better again. :)
And, it might help to take your anger out on a pillow or cushion...just as long as its not on yourself, hey :)