I wish

- i wish he wouldnt call me beautiful, pretty, gorgeous or sexy, because i know im not and i know im fat and ugly and i just wish he would tell me he keeps me around for company and the fact i put out
- i wish i could be pretty, not perfect, just accpetable in life, not fat and ugly. i know i can change the weight but even skinny id still be ugly :/- i wish i had my life back to before all the shit, when i was just young and innocent.
- i wish i loved myself...
- i wish someone loved me.
- i wish i could stop crying right now, and put the pills back in the bottle, the blade back in the draw and ignore the screaming in my head
- i wish i could die tonight
unfortunatly... in life.. we dont always get what we wish for.