I wish
- i wish he wouldnt call me beautiful, pretty, gorgeous or sexy, because i know im not and i know im fat and ugly and i just wish he would tell me he keeps me around for company and the fact i put out
- i wish i could be pretty, not perfect, just accpetable in life, not fat and ugly. i know i can change the weight but even skinny id still be ugly :/- i wish i had my life back to before all the shit, when i was just young and innocent.
- i wish i loved myself...
- i wish someone loved me.
- i wish i could stop crying right now, and put the pills back in the bottle, the blade back in the draw and ignore the screaming in my head
- i wish i could die tonight
unfortunatly... in life.. we dont always get what we wish for.
- i wish i could be pretty, not perfect, just accpetable in life, not fat and ugly. i know i can change the weight but even skinny id still be ugly :/- i wish i had my life back to before all the shit, when i was just young and innocent.
- i wish i loved myself...
- i wish someone loved me.
- i wish i could stop crying right now, and put the pills back in the bottle, the blade back in the draw and ignore the screaming in my head
- i wish i could die tonight
unfortunatly... in life.. we dont always get what we wish for.
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Well what I wish for is that you dont think this way; I may not get this wish now, but I do hope that you see that all this is not true. I\'ve always thought you were lovely. I like to think I\'m an okay judge of character and I think you have a great boyfriend, who treats you perfectly. He deserves you. And although wer may not have the innocence we once had at least we can look back and remember those times.
I wish you could see you through our eyes.
I know you feel as if you\'ll always be like this but I\'m not so sure. You need some Cardio every morning. Not because of a number on a scale, but because excersize releases feel good chemicals in your brain. If you can just go for a walk every day for 20minutes it will help. Think of it as relaxing alone time. I just got back from walking my dog & I feel grate. You need a make over. Not because of the way you look, but because change can bring confidence. I just looked at your picture. I love you healthy long hair. Maybe get a few highlights or long layers. Or try something less permanent like trying new makeup. There\'s tons of ideas on youtube. if you want I\'ll tell you my favorite beauty experts to watch. I know beauty comes from with in. I\'ve seen beautiful girls in bikinis be shy & awkward in there body. I\'ve also seen overweight girls rock a two piece bathing suit. That really put it in perspective for me.
Thanks rose, Thanks Breah, you guys bought be to tears,
i wish i had the motivation Breah, i know i should find it but i just dont know where to loook :/
i am going to get my hair cut and colored soon i was just hanging off for a bit thought i neeeded it natural but plans disintergrated.
i wont cut it short tho :) love it too much, those photos are a few i like. i admit i can take a good photo.... but they so fake, so posed... turn like this. smile like this. its jsut not me :/
thanks anywya girls xxxxxx