I've Been Thinking Again

Sometimes, I wonder ..Why am I here?  Well not just me, all of us.  What is our purpose?  Why is our planet? Maybe I over think things, but I feel like there must be a solution somewhere.  Do I have a purpose, or is this it? What happens when you realize, you have nothing.. and it's never going to change?  Even thought I'm young, I've noticed, for the most part people get what they deserve.  Seeing as this is what I have, what I deserve, I contemplate my logical next step.  Do I continue on trying to figure out exactly what I did? Or do I stop now, with the knowledge to become a better person? I mean, if we do come back.  I think we do.  I think we are put where we are in live because we deserve a reward or punishment for what our soul has done.  So do I continue being as good as I possibly can with hopes that next time will be better, or do I go now, starting over?  Starting off my next passage as  kind and honest.  Retaining the knowledge of how to be an overly good being? 

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Greetings Crystal,
I think everyone wonders why we are all here now and then.. ALL of our lives are only for a short time here oncour beautiful planet. I\'m not sure about any \" after life\" no one is really sure. I do know though that everyone, every single person can make either good changes or bad. For instance. If your out sonewhere and you see another person and you SMILE at them. Usually they will smile back. So in just doing this one simple little thing you can cause a around the whole world chain reaction, because that person that you smiled, might have made his/her day and made them happy and then they probably smiled at whoever they met next and so on and so on. Smiles are contagious but so is sorrow sometimes or meanness. So we can all make our planet a better happier place to live just by smiling.
I think that if everyone would try to do something nice for someone else, we sure would have a better society instead of all this war stuff going on.
I know that sometimes its hard to be real happy when we are sick. But we all have a choice :) Having this nice group to come to is a big help. Sometimes when I feel a little sorry for myself, I come here and read about other people and their problems and alot of times it makes mine seem alot less.
And look, you and me and others have met each other, can talk and listen to each other, give freindship and support.
I bet you have done LOTS of good things that you might not even realize that you have done just by being YOU :)
We are ALL special and we ALL can make a difference. We have a saying in my Neuse River Foundation, it says\" Alone we are one drop of water but together we can make a Ocean\"
big hugs to you Crystal,
Erie