I told an adult....

So I told a woman I know, I've talked about here before on here, in my 'wonderwoman' journal... but I told her about my addiction to cutting. It's crazy but after 5 long, looooong years of fighting this pretty much completely alone, I feel really okay about it, not good really but relieved in a way, to have an adult know. And she's not going to tell my parents, she said she wont even tell If I screw up and cut again soon, she said she's going to pick me up from where I am and we'll deal with it together, she wants to study God's word with me too... I don't know if I believe in God. I'm pretty agnostic, but she makes me really really want to believe, she makes him seem so amazing and wonderful and more worth it than I could ever know.