I think I have gone beyond feeling and turned off
I can not do this anymore. This life is not woth living anymore. All I have is fear, anger loneliness. Nobody really cares everyone has their own issues to deal with. I have been calling out to Jesus but I havent seen Him lately. My heart will not stop aching and nothing interrests me any more. I have no compassion left. I think the whole world has gone perverted and evil and sick. I think I'm the sane one. I keep asking God to take me home each night, but the morning always comes. I have no fight left. I think once I get my son settled with his wife when he returns from his deployment then I'll just say good bye. I'm tired and I see no use for me here on this planet anymore. Just too much pain for such a little heart to bare.
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I really care Jessica. You are not alone. I have felt the feelings you described, and not that long ago either. Loneliness wears us down and discourages us as we feel no one cares. I too have felt the darkness in this world to the point of being overwhelmed by it. Please keep talking about what you are feeling and consider making a crisis post to get more feedback. Don\'t stop praying--that is the only thing that gets me through a lot of days. I am here to talk and to be a shoulder to cry on. YOU ARE NOT ALONE!!
Jessica, I agree with Stevebhopes...
We are in the end not alone with anything...it\'s all felt and it\'s all something that will pass...it\'s so easy when someone says have patience and have faith...it\'s about walking in our shoes for even that 5minutes to realize...so please don\'t think u are alone in this...just keep that faith that u have and believe in strongly and take it one minute at a time...
I truly wish that u feel better soon...take care