When I thought life couldn't get worse - it did. And then it got worse again. And then again. That was the sum of 2011. Hellish year. Now I'm at the lowest point I've been at in a decade or more. Life really sucks badly. I hate it.
Sorry to hear that things are so bad. I understand what it feels like to be in a dark, hellish place and feel there is no way out. Do you know what has caused this low? How did your appt go with the doc - can they do anything about your meds? Please take care.
With everything going on with my account, I\'m sorry I missed this post and didn\'t respond earlier. I understand what you mean and life has been made so artificially difficult. I don\'t know what to write and I certainly don\'t have the answers. I just keep going on hoping tomorrow will be a better day while doing things to help better times come along. I guess I just want you to know that you\'re not alone.
Also have you considered leaving your Nevada home for another city and doing the geographical cure for some issues? Building a support net was result of me moving to Guam in 1994...it got me to sober....and I have a wonderful support network in AA but it is not as social as it seems it can be for some...nobody has me sponsor them....my sponsors seem to ignore me and even do not return telephone calls.
But I built from the wreck my life had been when I had spent life in a hospital bed for psych issues....I got back into enjoying life from my suicidal thoughts...I came alive because I went out to try a new life on Guam....just my ESH...experience strength and hope for ya...hugs bill
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Sorry to hear that things are so bad. I understand what it feels like to be in a dark, hellish place and feel there is no way out. Do you know what has caused this low? How did your appt go with the doc - can they do anything about your meds? Please take care.
With everything going on with my account, I\'m sorry I missed this post and didn\'t respond earlier. I understand what you mean and life has been made so artificially difficult. I don\'t know what to write and I certainly don\'t have the answers. I just keep going on hoping tomorrow will be a better day while doing things to help better times come along. I guess I just want you to know that you\'re not alone.
Yes, I know what caused it - all my friends moved away in the last 6 months, and my food stamps got cut off this week. Life sucks badly.
why did they take away your food stamps?
Also have you considered leaving your Nevada home for another city and doing the geographical cure for some issues? Building a support net was result of me moving to Guam in 1994...it got me to sober....and I have a wonderful support network in AA but it is not as social as it seems it can be for some...nobody has me sponsor them....my sponsors seem to ignore me and even do not return telephone calls.
But I built from the wreck my life had been when I had spent life in a hospital bed for psych issues....I got back into enjoying life from my suicidal thoughts...I came alive because I went out to try a new life on Guam....just my ESH...experience strength and hope for ya...hugs bill
I can certainly relate to how you feel; 2011 was the year sent from the pits of hell!
2011 wad a disappointment for me as well. I\'m sorry you are suffering so. X