I really hate my life
I hate my life. I hate what I have become. I have become a hateful, spiteful, mean, nasty person. I am quick to anger, wholly frustrated, spewing venom against everyone. I have been cheated, cheated, cheated. I lost my husband and that was not enough. I had to lose his parents, his siblings, his daughters. His ex wife has been pursuing me with a vengeance. That sneaky horrible vindictive greedy bitch is hell bent on taking from me as much as she possibly can, meaning nearly EVERYTHING. I am homeless. I am jobless. I am widowed. I am disabled. Meaningless shit. All I dream about is hurting her. I want to watch her suffer. I want her to suffer TERRIBLY for a VERY LONG TIME!!!