I never ask for negative opinions
So, my boyfriends brother, James who lives with us is an asshole. He always has something negative to say. I wish he'd move out already. I was asking Billy earlier today who's car they were jumping and it was James' car. So James says, "why are girlfriends so nosey?" i reply, "because we can be." "if you were my girlfriend, i'd tell you to shut the fuck up!" i replied, "that wouldn't go over well with me." This is why he DOESNT have a girlfriend. i know the day is coming where i'm going to go off on him. I'm going to talk so much shit to him i'm not gonna know when to stop. I hold it in for the respect of Billy. Lately, it's getting worse and i'm irritable and not going to continue to put up with James or any of Billy's family's bullshit. It's simple as this, they're not my family so i am not obligated to deal with them. When the clan gets together i'm not going. I'm non existent to them anyway, so why show up? They need to respect me before i respect them. You're supposed to welcome outsiders not push them away. This is why Billy's family's divorce rate is so high. No one is like theire weird borderline incest family. I've even been thinking in the back of my head to start saving up to live on my own again. I'm THAT sick of James and Billy's family. Like i've said before, if anything is gonna push Billy and i away, it's gonna be his family.
On top of that, i'm stressing at work. I have a new job at a call center for Sprint. We have SOOOO MANY metrics to meet. Also sales is very hard for me. I dont want to make someone get something they dont want. The customers are already on to us and they want to get off the phone QUICKLY! They dont want to hear our pitches. It's very difficult to meet all these requirements. I'm going to write some notes for myself now so i can be better with my wording. Son of a bitch i'm stressing about this! I dont know what i'll do if i dont make it to 'graduation' after training. They cut us if we dont make it.
On another note... RIP Khawn you'll be missed.
On top of that, i'm stressing at work. I have a new job at a call center for Sprint. We have SOOOO MANY metrics to meet. Also sales is very hard for me. I dont want to make someone get something they dont want. The customers are already on to us and they want to get off the phone QUICKLY! They dont want to hear our pitches. It's very difficult to meet all these requirements. I'm going to write some notes for myself now so i can be better with my wording. Son of a bitch i'm stressing about this! I dont know what i'll do if i dont make it to 'graduation' after training. They cut us if we dont make it.
On another note... RIP Khawn you'll be missed.
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I\'ve been spotting for about a week and a half. Dont know what this is but i need to get an hpt. i\'m on the verge of a breakdown.
It\'s gotten better with the family. It\'s just James who i cant deal with. Billy\'s AUnt Franny, cousin Billie Jean and her 2 daughters went to lunch with us one weekend which was really nice. i liked spending time with them. i favor his Aunt Franny bedcause she\'s real down-to-earth and sweet. She seems like a familiar face to me as well because she looks SO much like his mom who i used to work with at Walmart but havent seen in years.