I might have insight, but steering my own ship

I have been writing emails to my Dr. about insights I have - 

It seems like I have insights to things - but I think it's time to focus on steering my ship.

I need to break it down - and make a plan or just choose a date to do some part of what

I'd like to accomplish that might leald to some other part of the journey.

I know this sounds vague and abstract but the particulars of what I am talking about

are just part of what I am trying to bring about. I am home now from work and I did all my chores and errands.

I am sitting in front of the tv - and the day is flying by. I have thought to take clarinette lesssons. There is an instrument 

store nearby. I have thought now to choose tomorrow to go and investigate the store. It's part of the process.

I need also to start looking at a career change. It's part of the process - when to think about such things and manifest them?

No longer will I let the day slip by and put it off for some other day. I can do this.