I may have a chronic condition - but I still want to grow

I may have this condition, but I still want to challenge myself.

My mind grinds away at times and I'd like to give it a focus - give myself a focus

that put all that energy to work.

I go back to work this Tuesday and I will have plenty to do there on my return.

Right now though I am trying really hard to not go into the mess of my mind

and churn away. It shouldn't be this complicated to just try and live each day.

But alas for some of us ... it is!

I'll take pride in what I do, here in my room

and there at work and out there. I may not be able to fuse my ideal with my ability - but I will march

on - and do what I need to and am responsible for.